Sunday, November 13, 2016

I guess it made me feel

I watched a movie that was stupid. But really, actually a good movie. Right now. It just made me feel that ache in my heart that I know all too well. (Am I still processing that break-up that is now almost 1 year in the past, more if you count when we stopped loving).

Up in Alaska. Sometimes I feel like the world is turning and I'm not part of it. Scares me. But up here is where I am right now.

I found chasing shadows. Shakira song. Makes me think of the drive up to Alaska.

Arizona red runs in my blue veins
sometimes I get home sick. I'm ready to go back. Really ready to be with my people and my land.