Sometimes I feel a shade whiter than pale. Sometimes I feel I'm a mere stumbling block in the path for others. Sometimes I feel that if I weren't so loud, I'd be forgotten. Sometimes I feel that I'm not liked for me. Sometimes I don't want to meet new people for fear that they'll see I really am just 2nd best and they'll leave dissapointed. Sometimes I get like this. Always around my birthday I get like this. Which is why I usually leave town.
What would everyone think if I told them my birthday was really April 24th and since we missed it, let's just forget it and try again next year?
Can I cancel my birthday? Better yet, I will just convince myself that nothing special for me is coming up. It's just another day.
Fuck I hate birthdays.
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