I still think you have the most beautiful face. It just makes me sad most of the time.

I have always strived to reach the good life. But I think in certain aspects I am waiting for an easy ride there.

I unfortunately fell for a guy. But I’m just in lust with him. Give me a few days. Then I’m sure it will all be over but the crying. I may have said too much or heard too much. But in the long run I know that he wouldn’t be anyone I’d want to try and date.

I still to this day worry that when I meet people all they see are my flaws. And then I feel that the better one gets to know me, the more flaws seem to rise to the surface. I’ve realized that only a few people I feel truly comfortable around because they have seen all my flaws and are still around. But I am perplexed as to why anyone would want to hang around for that long.
It’s funny how we perceive ourselves.