Monday, July 11, 2005

love tried to welcome me, but my soul drew back

So it's official. I like someone. A lot. I didn't realize until I couldn't sleep last night because he emailed me. But this too shall pass. I'm in no mood to deal with anyone right now.

But just for now. I dream of sharing a house with him. I want to wake up next to him and take the dogs for a walk and then make breakfast. Maybe if this were a Sunday we would go back to bed... nice thoughts...

It's been a long time since I've let anyone make me feel this way. I think I almost forgot how. I've finally hardened up my heart I think I'm almost not capable of liking anyone really for more than a few days.

Okay there, I'm over it all. My black, cold heart of stone has returned. I don't like him anymore, I'm being serious too.

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