I'm nervous. I had this huge entry that got lost, somewhere. Oh well. I'm still learning to just breathe and not make things happen but let them happen. In a relationship sense.
Date tonight and I don't feel like going. But I think it will go well. I like the guy, but I know that I'm fine with or without him in my life. So far so good on that I want him in my life. We'll see though. He may turn out too flakey.
But I need to remember it's his life too. And he's doing something that he doesn't have to. I thought about it. He is starting a new job, like a total career change. He just got back from vacation. A friend of his is flying in tonight. And he's still meeting up with me. It seems his life is really kinda crazy right now, and he still is willing to see me. That says enough for me. I think I'm going to concentrate on this: rather then pick apart all that he isn't doing, I'm going to concentrate on all that he is doing.
No comments:
Post a Comment