I find that I’m everywhere and nowhere these days. My heart is afraid of breaking. My heart has been handed out too early, too quickly, too much. I simply cannot be taken right now. A perfect man has come into my life and I simply don’t feel anything for him. I think it’s a good thing. Friends are all we could be anyway. I just recognize that I’m not all over him like I would be had he entered my life a month ago.
I find I’m becoming happy at the though of a descent into anonymity. Disappearing from the scene… keeping in touch but attending house functions over bar attendance. Also giving much time to my studies and accomplishing my goals. That is something I know I need to do.
There’s something different in the air too. I can’t place my finger on it, but there is something brewing. Maybe my nerves from the midterm tomorrow.
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