A new word, only because I feel it might apply to me. A lot.
Do I validate myself on the admiration of others? Am I threatened when there is someone with bigger arms and a more narrow waist getting more attention than me? Do I surround myself with people who will make me feel fabulous?
I don't know, but I'm afraid that I think so.
What do I do? I think I will start by just being alone, then hopefully I'll transition into being just me. Secure. I'll have to gain strength.
I'll be a process. wow.
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