but you know I'll be true

I understand. I need to be humble. I don't like having to learn humility but that's what's going on. I'm trying to be happy and learn from it, this is the course that I need to take. I'm happy for him, I really am. But the happiness comes with jealousy and regret. I had to call my mom and talk about it. She said that the past is in the past, nobody is perfect. Really he is just the catalyst that brought all the thoughts out and it's time to face the demons, the skeletons in my closet, and all that I don't like about me.