I can't be up-beat all the time. It's okay when I'm in a bad mood; and a sad mood. I guess I'm still paying my dues in life and still letting karma clean itself up after I've taken advantage of it in the past.
It's hard to go on sometimes. Sometimes I feel like everything drops on me at once and I want to bow out of life. If all the world is a stage then I just want to exit stage right and hang out on the side for a time. I've got some straightening out to do. "It's time to be a big girl now, and big girls don't cry."
I'm not very smart. turn to stone. Lose my faith. I'll be gone before it happens.
I'm not resilient like I used to be. I've taken a lot of blows, and now in my older age, I can't take them as often as they've come. "All of my clothes feel like somebody's old throw-aways."
Dream away your life, dream away your dream.
I won't sell out, but I'll walk away before I'm broken.
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