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So this guy has been spinning quite a bit on my playlist.

And I think he's he is 20yo from South Africa.

Sings a song, "Heaven." Where was that song when I was growing up and coming out?

And now today. I listen to the songs of yesterday and remember the emotions and feelings they evoked, and now the memory is all I feel. It's time to grow up and move on. but it's sad. It's never easy to leave familiar and jump into that unknown. I wanted to be the hero. I wanted our empires to grow and conquer each other, to become one and we'd rule the world from the top of the world. It would be our playground and we'd love each other and love in this life.
               But sadness is no longer a stranger
               Spring is turning into winter

               I can still laugh, but I'm forgetting all the happiness
               My heart is preparing to become a lonely hunter again

The only thing I can do is leave. He's content to be best of friends/roommates. He's honest with me. I'm not angry at him, I'm not upset with the situation. I just need to either settle (which I won't) or leave. Which I will.  I don't regret anything, I have learned.

Absolutely no regrets.