And so now

This is the part where it's going to take some time to feel again. Well, feel normal again. I was happy for the freedom, but now that it's a Friday night and the ex is out with his ?new flame? and I'm at home because I have to work in the morning and I feel like the world has turned and forgot to take me with it. So I handle this with some Cranberries in the headphones and realize that I chose this. I knew it was going to be over. I knew that I'd have to start over brand new. I knew there would be limited people here. But work is so good. My people there are great. I will make friends, this is just the point where I need to really focus on me. Get me back to where I derailed back in my early 20s.  Not that I'm unhappy, I just feel like I parted from where and what I knew I should do and the such. I don't regret but it's put me "behind" some.