I think... I think I might finally be getting out of the funk that I've been in for awhile now. It's been disheartening to see him move on without me. He is done with me. We are just friends in his eyes. I hurt; though my head comprehends, my heart is miles behind the time frame. Possibly it's been this weekend of moping and ignoring and distancing that has helped me to at least recognize where I am in this mess and how I'm feeling about it.
But I still reserve the right to feel bad about it.
Remember, I tried. I tried to love this love until there was nothing more. Despite my heart hurting because of this failed love. I tried. That in and of itself is a ray of light on this dark circumstance I'm in. Remember that I tried.
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