The faint glow

Wasting this dream, trying to grasp where I am.
Pushing the night aside, feeling like I have to be strong.
 for me.
When I see you, I fall apart. Then I hear you, I break apart.

On the verge, I felt it I'm sure.
 doubting
They're only fucking feelings
You left me hanging, the silence was killing
if you really wanted, you would have

oh what is real? is real inside?
i thought i still got you do you still get me?

insecurity. my skin on your skin.
 senses gone mad.
        no logical thinking
if you really wanted, you would have
  they're only fucking feelings.