So all day today I've been musing in the back of my mind what I will talk about. But before I get to anything of substance, I hope that everyone is aware that Mariah's new album came out today. Actually I was in a blissful state of ignorance all day... well almost... at 7AM my friend texted me to go buy it. Riiight. I'll get right on that.
I've been rather productive at work today. To put it in perspective my boss expects a 'C' out of us each day. I usually shoot for a 'B.' I actually had a talk about this with my friend who owns his own business and all he wants is work out of his employees. Wants them to earn their keep. Stop talking. Stop getting paid to blog... uh... anyway... today I have achieved an 'A.' I could shoot for that 'A+' but I really don't want my supervisor to get used to the fact that I am capable of putting out. And rather well if I do say so myself. (now comes the justification...)
I feel that if I get done what is required of me, then a little downtime is fine. Now before the stones are cast, I am going to school full time, trying to keep my grades up in those classes, working 35 hours a week, trying to get to a gym now and then, and having somewhat of a social life. And for the first time in a long time, I feel the stress of it. Not enough that I will crack just yet, but I feel I've been worn thin. So if I seem a bit short, don't take it personally. I'm just really, really stressed. I HATE my speech class. I hate public speaking. I HATE, HATE, HATE it.
But I do love the new gym I joined. It's really family like, and full of happy people and the beautiful men just never strip... er... stop showing up. The field is white, ready to harvest.
Tonight I'm meeting a friend for drinks. I'm excited to meet the someone in his life. Honestly I'm not sure what they are. Friends? Lovers? Eff-Buddys? But whoever he is, my friend seems to like him to be around. So I can't wait to meet him. I'll probably give a detailed report of the evening tomorrow. Or maybe not.
"Give it up, do as I say. Give it up, let me have my way. I'll give you love, I'll hit you like a truck. I'll give you love, I'll teach you how to fuck." She never says the last word, but sometimes I wish she would. Ask anyone who has been in my presence when I'm singing some songs... I tend to insert words I think should have been there. For reasons as to why, please see paragraph 3.
I think I'm going to take a picture of what I see when looking out my window at work. Sometimes it surprises me just how pretty it is. I like the green of the trees with the desert colors and hills behind them. Granted it is in the middle of the 5th-worst-traffic city in the country, but I still like it.
Have I mentioned lately that I'm so happy to be single? I've been trying to remember why I was all worried that no one will like me, and I'll never find a mate... blah, blah, blah... I can't imagine trying to share my life with someone right now. Way too busy. Course tomorrow my thread line will be something to the stomach-turning effect of "I'm In Love!" or something.
Words of Wisdom: "...maybe it's better that you know he's an a-hole now....know what i mean. rather than you going around thinking some a-hole was a nice guy." -D
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