Today I have stared at the screen for 15 mins without anything to say. I want to type something, but nothing is coming. Then I remembered two important factors of a blog... 1) Just write, no matter what the content, and 2) I'm doing this for me.
My mood is fair weather today. The weekend killed me. I stayed up way too late everynight. and woke up way too early every morning. It was fun, no regrets, but hindsight says try and get at least one decent night's sleep in and try and do some homework. Course I completely forgot about tests this week. So I can't say too much about that.
Gosh I wish I were gradated and could just make a decent amount of money and when I went home from work, I didn't have any homework to do.
Well I've learned from experience that when you have to ask for something once or twice it wasn't meant in the first place. And it's hard to accept when you love someone, that you're lead to believe that in your moment of need that they want what you want, but they don't.
It was so easy in the beginning, when you didn't feel like running from your feelings, like you are now. What happened? What do I remind you of? Your past? Your dreams? Or some part of yourself that you just can't love?
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