Sometimes my sanity lies in the understanding nod of a friend. Just understand me. Or at the very least pretend that you do. And maybe smile. People really are more striking with a smile on their face. When a friend of mine smiles, she seems to emit a light. Gosh I’d marry her.
Another school week done! I am finding that I really enjoy the class. Who would have thought that physics could be enjoyable. But I'm not going to spend my Friday nights studying. But definitely Saturday morning.
Chicago boy is coming at the end of July. Last night we IMed each other. I'm worried that he's too prudish for me. Not that I would want to go further than a kiss, but I worry that even to the extent that I can't even call people names... in jest... around him.
And as C pointed out, by taking him to San Diego I will be taking him to the place I have been much less than an angel. I'm sure he will hear about all of my past. But in a sense, that will be the test.
Love me despite my past, or even love my past, because it brought me to you.
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