Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I eat the salad just for the cottage cheese

Final Question:
I fall only for people I know I cannot have or who push me away. Once affection is returned, I lose interest. What are you going to do?

This responsibility thing is nice. I find that this weekend despite the big event I'm still not going. Unless I'm invited. It would be rude of me to not go if invited. But I would sacrifice my studies. I long for an A. Despite how much I may not like physics. I will learn to love it.

You just get up again, over and over and over. How many times do I read blogs or write on my own these insights to life that have freed me from the former bondage that held me. Life is too short! Live it to the fullest! Take joy in the small things....

Small things that make me really really happy:
Warm tea on my balcony, just me and the roar of the city (obviously in winter).
An email from my sister.
A letter from my mom.
My niece's smile, my nephew's laugh.
Listening to "Burning Up".
A clean bathroom.
A text from a friend.
A cello solo.
Having a full tank of gas and heading to San Diego.
That I can understand most Spanish.
Long walks with a friend.
Making dinner for my friends and no one got sick.
When my roommate loads the dishwasher.
Small talk over coffee.
Going to bed 30 mins early so I have time to just think and imagine before I fall asleep.
Relaxing in an empty steam room in the gym.
Darts with Chris
Chips and Salsa
Mint in a cosmo
Going to the Theater

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