set your stakes too high, you're bound to lose

So I finally accepted what deep down I knew all along. He's no good for me.

I can't try and give in a relationship only to receive very little in return. I need something in return.

I felt like I could never fully relax around him. I always had to be on my gaurd. It was only 2.5 weeks. But there was more. I never felt I could trust him. And around his "friend" we had to act like near strangers.

I can't be in anything like that. Make up your mind to date me and not be worried that someone will find out. Or just let it go. Before I get anymore involved.

Well, you don't have to let go, I just did.