closing in

I'm feeling closer to that breaking point. When I need to just start living the way my life is in my head. I am learning each day to let things be.

It is what it is.

I am trying really hard to not define things with S and I and I am slowly understanding that he probably is kinda scared to date someone like me. He needs space and understanding. I can give both because I'm learning to give both at the same time.

But I know that I do like him. And I do hope we continue as we are.