That's right bitches, I'm back! I have been in dowdyville long enough. I am too great a person to worry about if some indecisive person likes me or not. Tonight I have the strength to take my life off the waiting list and do my own thing.
(He is still a friend+, but I guess it finally clicked that essentially all we are, are friends. So me moping for him will get me nowhere. Maybe with time we'll be more, but until then I have a life I need to live).
And live I will.
I have my friends that I need to keep in touch with, there are new boys out there who will like me and who I will like in return. I forget at times that S wasn't the beginning and he certainly isn't the end. I do like him, but I was losing myself. That is where my unhappiness comes from.
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