I looked in the mirror this morning. Though it was only for a few seconds, the image remained in my mind's eye. I realized that I looked and felt about what I saw as I do a stranger.
some background on the subject: I have never been a fan of what the mirror has reflected when I peer in. And there are even times that people are talking to me and in the back of my mind I feel bad for them because I know what visage they are having to endure. This isn't healthy.
I mused while frantically getting ready that I might need to start staring in the mirror and learning to like what I see. This goes back to that whole confidence thing. I need to get there. But I do wish at times I could trade this one in for something custom made. It's funny but I've always felt that my body isn't me. It's just a form that I've taken on, but I'm something totally different.
Well, I have my goals physically, and I'm the only one standing in my way.
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