So where do I find myself today? I think more on the right track than I was yesterday. Last night I went on a date with a guy that I have been talking to for awhile now. He had the personality of a cardboard box. I know that I misspell things, and sometimes I don’t convey my thoughts very well, but at least I think. That sounded harsh. He was a very nice guy but just not for me at all. I mean, he has been working at a grocery store for 9 years. He hasn’t gone to school. No ambition. None.
Anyway, in other news… hmmm… there’s really no further news.
I guess I could say I feel zapped. I feel like a well run dry. I feel blah. I know that I’m starting to feel like my life will start when I have my new place. But I have to avert those thoughts and continue to do things and enjoy my time from school.
Oígame. Ya es tiempo para segir adelante. Tengo metas, y las cumpliré.
Aveces cuando cierro mis ojos, peinso en un lugar no tan lejos. El ambiente es quieto y estoy relajado en el sofa, tal vez leyendo una novela. Me gusta imaginar que hay un él que se esta sentado cerca de me. Pero este no tiene cara. No tiene voz ni pies. Espero que conozca a alguien con quien puedo vivir feliz.
Aveces pienso que nunca pasará. Pero tengo que guardar la esperanza.
“I’m really a cat you see, and it’s not my last life at all.”
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