thirsty, but mostly beautiful

Song called “Somebody Save Me” or something like that. Lyrics go, “Somebody save me, I don’t care how you do it.”
My thoughts: It’d be nice to have someone save me. It seems that so much of my life has come back ‘round to me having to take care of myself. I know that is just life, and I can make it alone, I’ve made it alone this far. But it’d just be nice to have someone there who I didn’t have to ask if he still cared. It’d be nice to know that he loved me despite how stupid I can be, and how I seem to fall apart sometimes. I’d love to have a strong shoulder that I could lean on from time to time and not have to worry if he has gotten sick of me, or is going to bail. It’d be nice to depend on someone and trust someone so much that they become apart of me, and maybe just maybe I wouldn’t think anymore that 1+1=2. I just might think I do have a half out there.

But I keep the fighting spirit alive. I’ll never relinquish my dreams. I will always keep hope alive in my soul.