all because two people fell in love

This is going to take a long time. Those are the first thoughts that enter my mind when I read that sentence. It is a sign that my sister has hanging in her entry way at her house. I liked because it is true. Two people fall in love and then create a live based on and around that love. I wonder if I’ll find that kind of love, but a bit different from the past, I’m not bent on finding it. I’m learning to let things run their course. As Shakespeare said, “The course of true love never did run smooth.”

I try to take my time and breathe. He didn’t call back. He must have been busy. Don’t get involved right now Ryan. I freak out over many things, especially with relationships.. I mean have you read this blog? Haha. I forget to keep my focus primarily on my life when I’m in the beginning, rather than wholly shift to him and his life. I get boring like that because instead of two lives joining, I convert mine to his. That isn’t any fun. Just because he hasn’t called or written doesn’t mean much. And if he never does again, then I will still have my life in focus so I won’t feel so debased if he does leave.

And I forget to see if he will fit my life. And this is where the time comes in. I won’t know how we will work out until some time passes and we get to know each other.