That was how long it took me to grow up, put the past behind me, admit my faults, and move on, and return his text.
A friend, a cordial friend, is the space I have decided to accept that he fits into my life. Him living in El Paso will allow the heart to heal in no time, but I hope I never forget what I was, what I became, how I acted, and how to accept that sometimes I'm not perfect. But most importantly to learn from it.
I'm not sure why my heart latches on to some people and not to others, but I am learning still about myself. I'm getting closer each day to who I am, and understanding that sometimes I need to not allow myself to even entertain certain thoughts.
5:27 p.m. I was going to fade him from my life.
6:27 p.m. I allowed a new friend into my life.
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