ready for enough

Quiet in the morning.
The window with just a faint glow, just enough light.
The early of day surrounds my senses.

That faint knot in my stomach stretches and yawns.
I get out of bed and to my tasks.
Plan the day, today is a day.

Ready for change, ready for life.
Scared of myself, scared of the empty,
but tired and ready to accept incomplete.

I can't sit still any longer.
The knot in my stomach,
the knot of my past,
will be let go.

This is a day.
I know what I want.
I know what I need.
I take this day.
Not yet looking forward,
and tired of the past,
today is my day.