It kind of took the wind out of me. One of those times when I just wanted to leave and not hear or pretend to be happy about it at all. What a fool I was. The signs were all there. Once again I chose to ignore them. Believing lies about myself that I tell myself is not a console right now, I can't sink into that line of thought.
Candidly typing: The numbness has set in. I'm not going to feel for the rest of the night. Still learning this lesson.
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