Sky Fits the Heaven - Fly It

I'm in a whimsical mood.  I don't know if it's the effects of the cocktail of pick-me-ups that I just swallowed, but I do feel like a kid again, at least not so gloomy.  I google-imaged "sky fits heaven" and here is what I got:

Obviously it's a Madonna song.  I have so many memories tied up in the 1998 Ray of Light period.  Wow, graduating high school.  I remember when I got the Ray of Light CD, I made my dad buy it for me when he was in Flagstaff that day it came out.  Small town, AZ didn't get CDs until about three months post-release.  And I would have died to wait that long for her new disc.  It pretty much defied that period of life... searching for something new, wanting to let the past go, "travel down my own road" so to speak.

 The weird ink-in-the-clouds is really cool.

The model, I dunno.  he looks good, like he fits that shirt really well.  <>








I felt judged at the pharmacy today.  The RPh seemed to side-eye my Rxs.  This was a learning experience for me, to learn to respect everyone individually - aren't they all fighting a hard battle?  I do judge, and will probably (more than likely) continue to do so.  But I felt the judged side of that.  And a walk around the tienda helped me to process my abhorence, dismay, embarrasment of being on that other side of the lens.  People gonna judge.  I can only let them.  True to myself, I have nothing to prove to them.  I'm comfortable with who I am... or at least trying and learning each day about it.

I made a mix-disc to send to my in-my-head-husband.  I would still marry him.  He has a wonderful man in his life and they are happy and they are beautiful.  But we have a weird snail mail relationship.  And it works.  I just add him to my menagerie of men with whom I feel a deep, one-sided connection.  ;)
The songs are:
How Do You Do, Lens, American Pie-JB's Mix, A Wake, Villains, Dear Prudence, For Me This Is Heaven, Take Me To The River, Overrated, Joining You, Run, Los Amantes Del Circulo Polar, Moon River, Sky Fits Heaven [Sasha], Come & Get It.

Most of these songs have a place in my life, they mean something to me.  Be it lyrics, the mood the music sets, I feel like these songs all point out personal pieces of myself.  They helped me learn about myself.

That's my theory on people in our lives - people enter and you learn something about yoruself through them, and sometimes you keep on learning and they remain, sometimes they only need to be there for a few minutes, seconds, etc.  That is how I see, in a nutshell, our interpersonal relationships.