Almost 8 months here in Anchorage and I feel like I'm still just 2 weeks in. Wow. So with more time to process it, yes, processing that FA finally broke up with me. I was going to do it in March, or April, or some time convenient for myself, but he beat me to the punch and I'm happy he did. The feelings of disdain, all the wrong he was doing - it all flew out the window. I was shocked in that he did it so soon. He usually let things die out on their own, his words. And he finally ended something that wasn't healthy. Good. So. Now what do I do with myself?
We shall see, that is the question of this new year, new life. 2 years with Fa, and I forget how to be single
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