I think it’s finally beginning to click. So much doesn’t add up, because I’m using imaginary numbers. I realized that I was looking for something more where it doesn’t exist.
Three songs in a row came on my ipod… kinda freaky but it just seemed to finally push that lever to the “realize” position in my head…
“Bye Bye Baby”
“Power of Goodbye”
“Has to Be”
“I keep on waiting anticipating, but I can’t wait forever. You say you (like) me, you’re thinking of me, but we’re never together.”
“Your heart is not open, so I must go. The spell has been broken, I loved you so. You were my lesson I had to learn, I was your fortress you had to burn.”
“I know there’s someone out there, waiting for me. There must be someone out there, there just has to be.”
I deserve better than what I’m receiving. He has said just friends+, but I guess I was focusing on the + portion of it. Well, I’ve graduated from that different kind of school. I’m moving on. I’ve been hoping that he’d come around, but nope. No luck for that. So I move on.
But I’m not going to do any “break-up” anything. I’m just going to drift away. Maybe there will be something in the future, maybe not. But I move on.
“I always wished that I could find someone as beautiful as you, but in the process I forgot that I was special too. I always wished that I could find someone as talented as you, but in the process if forgot that I am just as good as you.”
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